This Is My Postpartum Anxiety

I knew what I was experiencing was not PPD. But I also knew what I was experiencing was not at all what I experienced with my last babies. I blamed it so long on adjusting to 4 little ones, and all the sleeplessness that comes with a new baby. I really tried to ignore it. But the more I ignored my feelings, the worse my PPA became. And the worse my PPA became, the more emotionally exhausted I became. And the more emotionally exhausted I became, the more closed off I became.